Two and half months in Paris

I arrived in Paris on 3rd of September and have seen the some glances of expensive European life style. Although, first week was nice to me in company of Dada but later I feel loneliness.
When classes started, I was very serious and had very high expectation but things were quite normal and obvious to me. Later, I have got some new friends and lost a few too but this is the part of life and have accepted it cheerfully.
Although, I am not new in world of blogging but I am not regular. Whenever I feel touched or emotionally weak. An achievement in this world costs a lot, it might be your most loving thing or a part your soul. I have seen practical aspects of life where everyone want to do there best without caring for anyone else.
There is no place for emotional attachment in this fast moving, so called modern life style. Being a villager it is quite hard to cope up with these things but one has to accept and adopt himself in order to sustain a life in this competitive world.
This is all from me on today.

ILLUSIONS (The adventures of a reluctant Messiah)

There is no such thing as a problem without a gift for you in its hands.
You seek problems because you need their gift.


The bond that links your true family is not one of blood, but of respect and joy in each other's life.
Rarely do members of one family grow up under the same roof.

These are the few things i have learnt from the ILLUSIONS from Richard Bach.

Kamlesh

The Indian soul

Something i learnt from Dalai Lama

"Our feelings of dissatisfaction, unhappiness, loss of hope and so forth are in fact related to all phenomena. If we do not adopt the right outlook, it is possible that anything and everything could cause us frustration. Yet phenomena are part of reality and we are subject to the laws of existence. So this leaves us only one option: to change our own attitude. By bringing about a change in our outlook towards things and events, all phenomena can become friends or sources of happiness, instead of becoming enemies or sources of frustration."

"The Dalai Lama's Book Of Wisdom" (1999)

There is nothing Random in this world

Nothing is random, nor will anything ever be, whether a long string of perfectly blue days that begin and end in golden dimness, the most seemingly chaotic political acts, the rise of a great city, the crystalline structure of a gem that has never seen the light, the distributions of fortune, what time the milkman gets up, the position of the electron, or the occurrence of one astonishingly frigid winter after another.

Even electrons, supposedly the paragons of unpredictability, are tame and obsequious little creatures that rush around at the speed of light, going precisely where they are supposed to go. They make faint whistling sounds that when apprehended in varying combinations are as pleasant as the wind flying through a forest, and they do exactly as they are told. Of this, one can be certain.

And yet there is a wonderful anarchy, in that the milkman chooses when to arise, the rat picks the tunnel into which he will dive when the subway comes rushing down the track from Borough Hall, and the snowflake will fall as it will. How can this be? If nothing is random, and everything is predetermined, how can there be free will? The answer to that is simple.

Nothing is predetermined; it is determined, or was determined, or will be determined. No matter, it all happened at once, in less than an instant, and time was invented because we cannot comprehend in one glance the enormous and detailed canvas that we have been given - so we track it, in linear fashion, piece by piece. Time, however, can be easily overcome; not by chasing light, but by standing back far enough to see it all at once.

The universe is still and complete. Everything that ever was, is; everything that ever will be, is - and so on, in all possible combinations. Though in perceiving it we imagine that it is in motion, and unfinished, it is quite finished and quite astonishingly beautiful.

In the end, or rather, as things really are, any event, no matter how small, is intimately and sensibly tied to all others. All rivers run full to the sea; those who are apart are brought together; the lost ones are redeemed; the dead come back to life; the perfectly blue days that have begun and ended in golden dimness continue, immobile and accessible; and, when all is perceived in such a way as to obviate time, justice becomes apparent not as something that will be, but as something that is.

Winter's Tale
by Mark Helprin

The positive part of my negative thinking

When I Asked God for Strength,
He Gave Me Difficult Situations to Face.

When I Asked God for Brain & Brown,
He Gave Me Puzzles in Life to Solve.

When I Asked God for Happiness,
He Showed Me Some Unhappy People.

When I Asked God for Wealth,
He Showed Me How to Work Hard.

When I Asked God for Favors,
He Showed Me Opportunities to Work Hard.

When I Asked God for Peace,
He Showed Me How to Help Others.

God Gave Me Nothing I Wanted,
He Gave Me Everything I Needed.
- Swami Vivekananda

These are the words which inspired me to start a new mission. Really i was out of my bussiness for a while.This is the mazic of the words which ignite the untuoched soul to go for his goal.Now i am a lot more confident to achieve my goal. Really a human is nothing but a lump of flesh, his ideas and achievement makes him great,a man without manners is a burden for this earth. I have lost nothing but got a self -controled, self motivated ,energetic and confident "kamlesh".
My thanks goes to the person who has challenged my ability and because of them i am still fighting in this world.It's my view that one have to molest his emotions to achieve something in this world.There is a few people who understands (or interested in uderstanding )the feeling of other's soul. So, one have to accept that selfish behaviour of this world when he goes for a closure.
I am proud of my culture and birthplace ,at any cost i will repect the values of my birth-place.Rest on some other day....... kamlesh

What is love

Nonviolence is the answer to the crucial political and moral questions of our time; the need for mankind to overcome oppression and violence without resorting to oppression and violence. Mankind must evolve for all human conflict a method which rejects revenge, aggression, and retaliation. The foundation of such a method is love.
--Martin Luther King Jr., December 11, 1964

I have to live with myself

I have to live with myself, and so
I want to be fit for myself to know.
I want to be able, as days go by,
Always to look myself in the eye.
I don't want to stand, with the setting sun,
And hate myself for the things I've done.
I want to go out with my head erect;
I want to deserve all men's respect;
And here for the struggle for fame and pelf,
I want to be able to like myself.
I don't want to look at myself and know
That I'm bluster, bluff, and empty show.
I see what others may never see,
I know what others may never know.

what is life

Life is an opportunity; benefit from it.
Life is a beauty; admire it.
Life is a dream; realize it.
Life is a challenge; meet it.
Life is a duty; complete it.
Life is a game; play it.
Life is a promise; fulfill it.
Life is sorrow; overcome it.
Life is a song; sing it.
Life is a struggle; accept it.
Life is a tragedy; confront it.
Life is an adventure; dare it.
Life is luck; make it.
Life is life; fight for it!

I miss you

Me in Manali

Pahala panna

wo path kya, pathik kushalta kya

jis raah par bikhare shool na ho

navik ki dhairya kushalta kya

jab dhaaraen pratikool naa ho.

I have finished my lower and higher Secondary education from JNV, SITAMARHI and JNV , BEGUSARAI respectively. In 2004, I cracked IIT(JEE ) and BMATH entrance examination for ISI, Bangalore simultaneously but preferred to be part of ISI, Bangalore. After finishing Bachelor's degree from ISI BANGALORE in MATHEMATICS, I have joined Erasmus Mundus master's program Models and methods in Quantiative Economics. As a part of the program, I spent one year in Universitat Autònoma de Barcelona, Spain and one semester each in Université Paris 1 Panthéon-Sorbonne and Universitat Bielefeld, Germany. Currently, I am enrolled as a Graduate student in Econometric Methods at Tilburg University, The Netherlands.
Life is really a colourful thing and every moment you have something new to do. It depends upon the person how he take his chances and deals with his challenges. Right from my School days I had a great faith on continuous effort. I am a man with two hands and two legs but I never kept my imagination to crawl on this four limbs, I let it to fly high to touch sky with wings of labour. Life is the another name of struggle and I am the man, who believes in this theory. I don't know how my role will appreciated on the stage of world but I have to perform on this stage at my best.